SO. Another school dance. I just wanted to say a few things. Like I already previously stated in a roundabout way - this will be a post full of drama. Maybe my own maybe not.
It happens often. When a girl likes a guy (usually a popular guy) and then her friend, sometimes even best friend tells her that she likes him too. Usually for girls of my sort we say "okay . . . you can like him to" and then we listen to them and listen to them talk about things we think and . . . on and on. And just to clarify first - this doesn't mean that I'm actually in this situation right now - I'm just talking about it. Honestly
I can honestly say right now that I do not have a crush on any boys. At all. Promise.
So on with my story. So I've done this in the past twice before. Of course I was always the friend who was trampled on and leaned on and the one the guy literally never noticed. And I got to thinking. Girls like me DO get married. We have lives . . . but they just never start until AFTER High School. So why is that?
Why is College and the post - High School life so different from each other? How does that work? Do boys literally suddenly flip flop and now that they feel they can get married actually look for a girl they'd want to marry? So does that mean that if a guy crushes on you in High School - he's not really interested in you in that Eternal prospect? It's all rather confusing. I've known a lot of parents who met in High School though . . . and they have great marriages. Well some but that's not what this post is about. So . . . a girl like me just deals with it right? So why can't I do what I say? I mean right now I am but I'm so on the edge that . . . well I might fall over right? Might being the key word.
And I'm a LOT smarter than I look. If you're my friend and you're reading this and I've guessed either that you DO like someone or the actual person you like then you'll know this is true. I did it the other day - I felt that my friend was attracted to someone (which was strange for certain reasons) and when I asked her about it - I was right! And then today I read an email . . . and I haven't confirmed it but I'm pretty sure I know who she says she wont tell me who she likes. It's strange . . . I've been so involved in this Guy-Likes-Girl-and-Vice-Versa for so long myself that I'm pretty sure I'm a genius. :) in a biased way ;)
I even know what types of boys certain girls fall for . . . body type and such ;)
It's all horrible.
I'm done venting.
love ya bye!
KAYLLA
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