Tears

They come happy, they come sad. They come mad...but not really peaceful...? at least I've never had peaceful tears. :) Unless you consider happiness or joy as peaceful feelings.

I was talking to my friend about tears, just how they are a really good release to ANY emotion, though best used when happy. Not sad. Mad tears are usually just sad tears confused on the way out.

I heard them called a wet mess...and they really are. If they are sad tears at least; because the salt water makes your face swell as if it's a big fat balloon and you really have no control over that. But a good cure for the swelling is cold water to the face. Just hope you aren't wearing makeup, because every girl knows that unless you are wearing waterproof makeup...that's gonna be problematic. Every girl has a fear of tears or rain messing up her makeup. Ever seen a beauty pageant? Or a fake one even, because when the girls win and are really happy about it? Well they fan their faces so that either the tears dry quickly or the makeup does before it smears. It doesn't really work but y'know what they say! It's the thought that counts. :)

So for me, I've noticed that since I started wearing makeup (yah, I had restrictions and wasn't allowed to till I was 16) I can't cry as easily as I used to. Not "don't" - "can't". The mindset is just so strong in me that I can't cry with makeup on that now even when I'm not wearing it I can't cry. I've tried...and it comes out...but it's not the same cleansing process as it used to be. It's strained. Interesting huh?

HAPPY TEARS! Have you ever laughed so hard that you couldn't breathe? How about cry? Yah, me too :) it certainly is the BEST feeling ever. As opposed to being so sad that you cry, isn't it so much better when it's just so HAPPY that you cry? I love that feeling. :)

It's interesting to note that I've never been so happy as to cry unless I'm with my gal friends. :) They just always know how to make me laugh, and we have the best times imagineable. We rock wherever we are at. :)

Well ....seeing as I'm not supposed to really be on the computer during my study hall I'm going to call it quits. Hope this post wasn't too depressing, I just was thinking about it....haha :) sometimes you have bad weeks...whole strings of bad days attatched to each other. BUT! we have to remind ourselves to smile. Because if we can't decide to smile on our own, there's no way someone else could help us smile...

Kaylla