alone?
in a happy way. i promise.
i just feel like going alone to eat some 38cent icecream at stokes.
buying myself a balloon
climbing to the top of a hill and letting it go
and then watch it
till my neck hurts, like an old lady
i know. i was supposed to do that with someone else.
i'm sorry
tomorrow i'll feel the same again.
introvert v. extrovert: i'd rather be alone most days
until i'm with people, and then i never want to leave.
i know. i'm messed up.
what i need is a mudfight
but maybe a random dwarf will show up at my doorstep
with my favorite rubber toy as a child.
it was a bug.
i made it a bed, and it lived on my desk.
and his name was Buggy.
and we lived happily-ever-after
until i lost him.
and then i was sad.
i need to go take a shower.
if i had a license i would go for a drive and find somewhere random
to draw silly pictures.
and read a book in a bookstore that smells of coffee
but i don't...so i can't...so i won't.
have a beautiful day.
mine will be spent reading Lord of the Flies.
{a moment of sadness}
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