stardust

if i could quote a movie to him...this i think would be the one i would choose. and by "him" i don't mean anyone that you are thinking about. by "him" i mean, my best friend...the one i haven't met and the one who one day will be that faithful man that i love and spend the rest of eternity with. this post is dedicated to him.

You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.

if dreams come true...and i could choose which one, i would choose this one. this dream in my heart of you...you wanting me, and only me. forever. best friends and as always, the one who together, we can strive to be the best we can become.

love you,

kaylla.