iloveyou.

been thinking a lot about love.

what it is, how we come to love the people around us.

it's so simple, yet infinitely complicated.

although, probably more complicated to accomplish than understand.

i think i understand love,

but doing it...? that is the hard part.

because love is wholly unselfish.

love is encouraged by but not consisting of attraction.

love is eternal yet always changing, evolving.

i love my friends from last year, but i love my friends now.

two completely different worlds...yet both beautiful in their own ways.

i miss the melody of feeling my love language,

but i love the symphony in my heart of when he tells me
"i love you."

my heart cries when i realize that it's true, no matter what

no matter how many times i have fallen and made mistakes in the past.

i laugh when i realize, that they understand exactly what i'm saying

without me even saying it.

unconditional.

realizing that love is harder than just saying it,

realizing that love isn't like a music box, once it's opened it goes

and could stop at any moment.

but rather it's a song constantly, eternally being composed

maybe that's love after all.